Sometime I wonder why life keeps on challengging me when I always try to be good. I realized no matter how sincere and good you treat a person , you'll still be forgotten and being apart. Life has been tough and I never mention any bit , I kept everything on my own. People makes me down. Especially when its people you count on , people you like , you lend a hand when they needed help , when they need you .And how about yourself ??
They never think about you . Yes , I understand "give more, expect less " . But it just hurts . It's not about returning the favor , but at least no leaving me apart. Things made me confused. Made me trying to stay away from some people. I'll still be good to everyone , appreciate those who are sincere , but at the meantime learning to be more independent , expect even lesser , so I don't get disappointed again.
I miss my favourite friends . Most of them leave for studies and work already. I miss every single one of them . And ya sure bf too . The one i love with my heart about 4 years . And im glad there are still alot who's always stay by my side. But never expect anyone to stay forever. It's better to expect least. Just remember people who'll stay with you forever is your family . Peace out bye !
